Friday, April 29, 2011

I don't feel well

This week I thougth I will enyoy  with my mom,but I didn't because I worked everyday.My older brother told me he got married this morning,and I couldn't believe him because last saturday his girlfriend told me she will leave him because he had a girlfriend.I asked myself why did she lie to me.Then a few minutes I called her,and asked her  if she was married my brother today .She said she will talk to me later because she could't talk.I think she was crazy because when she decided to leave my brother she couldn't because she fell in love with him.

Monday, April 25, 2011

About my mother

I am so excited today because my mother will come to see me tomorrow.She was in Florida to buy so many things because that's her job .She always goes to Florida to buy clothes ,but she never came in New York because she said it's too cold here.Then thank God she decided to come here,and that will be her first time in NY. She is on the bus on her way to NY .I feel so happy because I had one year I didn't  see her.I will go to the movie and restaurant on the weekend with her.I will enjoy the week with her.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Jesus save me

I really love Jesus because I remenber when I was seventeen years old my sister asked to go to our school because she had to take her resuslt.Then when we waited for a taxi I felt very bad,and I told my sister I had to go back because I couldn't acompagny her.When she heard that she was so furious because she thought I wanted to sleep.After that she called a taxi for me then she went by herself.When I was in the taxi the chauffeur told me I didn't have to pay because he felt something going wrong to me.When I arrived in my house I just lock my door.Then twenty minutes my servant came knock my door asked me if I felt well because my sister told her I didn't feel well.After a while my sister came back when  she knocked the door I didn't answered her she called me so many time I couldn't answer her.She quickly called my father because my father had our double keys.When they saw me nothing in body worked.My father start crying .Then I didn't hear anything.I just saw I talked to a older man,and he told me he loved me because I was her daughter,and he didn't wanted me suffer in my life,he wanted me served him,he will be with me anywhere I go because he is the first,and the end. I was crying because he loved me.Then when I woke up I was in hospital everyone was crying.I love JESUS because he gave me a second chance to live

Thursday, April 21, 2011

My crazy dream

My friend and I talked about our dream.She would like to get a contract marriage for one year.she said if  the man is a good guy she can trust him she will stay with him forever.Then she would like to live in small house,have four children.My dream is to get a real marriage.After that have one child,live in a big house.I want my house has two elevators,one theater,one big piano,and six flat screen TVs 55 inches.Then I want to have two people to work with me.I would like my husband and I do everything together.My husband and I will visit a lot of countries.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

My friend

I went to my friend's house today because he had a surgery in his leg.Then after a while he introduced me his friend,but I couldn't identify if it was a girl or guy.When I asked my friend he told me he was a gay.Oh my God I was so sad because he was twlve years old.After that I asked my friend why he wanted to be his friend because he couldn't asked him to be his boyfriend.He said he thought he is young maybe he can change his mind.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Hello

Today,my friend called me she was pregnant.Then she went to see a doctor,and he said she couldn't have babies because she is infertile.I was so surprise because I didn't think that .she told me she really cared because she didn't want her boyfriend leave her,and she really love him than her soul.After a while she called me she didn't know how to tell him she was infertile.I told her she had to tell him the truth because if he really love her he will accept her like that.Then they can adopt a babby.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Hello

I met an older man last week,and he was an American. I was in my job.I didn't ask him anything,and he just talked to me,and he told me the story of his life.He met his wife when she was fifteen,and now his wife is sisty-nine,and him seventy.His wife was in hospital ,and he didn't want to tell me what happened to her.He just said he didn't anderstand his wife because when he told his wife sometime after one or two hours she asked him againthe samething.I think his wife lost her mind because I met some ancient people they were like that.I had my cousin she had her grandfather.When he ate something then five or six minutes if somebady came to see him ,and he told the person this morning he didn't eat anything.That's very sad when somebady lose their mind.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Hello

I really realize my mom loves me because I called her ,and I told her I had a problem .Then I thought she will say my daughter don't worry God knows evrything,but she didn't she just said I felt I will die because your life has problems ,and she said if your life cannot comes better than before why I have to live.When she said that I was so sad ,I felt hurt at this moment ,and I would like Jesus comes now because I hate this world .I didn't say anything to my father because I thought my mom will understand me than my him.When I was a kid my father never took time to talk to me.I don't like to talk about my whole life I'm sorry because my life wasn't well.That's the reason I prefer to talk about the books.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

My father and my mother

Lastfriday I talked to my friend he asked me a question about my mon ,and my father.The question was if I went to a trip with my parents ,and we took a boat after a couple hours the sea came very bad.Then the capitan told me the boat could go down because we had too much people in the boat ,and He said he had to throw someone in the sea ,but I had to choose my mother or my father?  OOh my God  I was thinking,and I chose my father because when I finished my high school I had to choose a college to go to, and when I chose it he told me it was so expencive and he couldn't pay it for me, I had to chose a cheap one .After that I was so sad because when My older brother finished his high school my father pay an expensive college for him .My older brother wasn't my mother's son he was my stepmother's son that right I prefer my mother because if I need something for my education she always disponible to do it for me.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

About my cousin

My cousin met someone in the internet .Then the guy decided to meet her face to face.Before my cousin met him she asked him if he married ,and if he had child.The guy said he divorced,and he had a boy twenty years old,and he didn't want someone who got married.M y cousin agreed with him .They met in a hotel,and the same day they had sex,and she was pregnant .Then she was very terrified because she thought the guy will leave her.After that the guy went to his country because he lived in Canada,and he couldn't stay to long in Haiti because he had to go back in his job.Then one month later he came back in Haiti ,and he married my cousin.Now they still together.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Hi

I had a little sister.She lived in Florida .My father told me she was pregnant,and her bestfriend told her she had to have an abortion  because she was pretty,and she could find another guy who  was a rich man.I was so sad because when I was in Haiti my sister was a good girl ,and she  really believed in Jesus .Then my Dad said he regretted to give her a Visa because my sister's life was changing .Everytime we tried to talk to her  she always went to the party.My sister never decided to go to school.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Hi

 I was so tired last week because I had to move to another house.It took me a lot of time to moved all my items.I didn't get any help from my friends.I called all of my friends they toll me they were busy.Finally J got everything done by my self.I will not moving to another house untill I buy my own one.

Friday, April 1, 2011

Hi

Lastday I called my father because I wanted to tell him I was in hospital,but he didn't hand it up.That was my stepmother,and I told her how was her day she didn't say anything.I told her if she could told my Dad I was sick .Then said why I didn't die.I felt humiliated because she never wanted to be honest with me.After another day I talked to my Dad he told me my stepmother told him I spoke very badly with her.I  was so surprised because  I didn't think  She will say something like that.Then my father told me I don't have to worry because he knew his wife didn't like me.